WRITINGS
Marcia’s writings are reflections from the inner landscape—words shaped by wonder, love, and the quiet moments in between. Whether through poetry, prose, or personal insight, her voice is gentle and true, offering glimpses into a life devoted to beauty, presence, and the sacred.
These writings are not declarations but invitations—to feel more deeply, to notice the subtle, to remember what matters. They accompany her visual art like a soft echo, adding another layer to the way she sees and shares the world.
Here, language becomes a mirror of the soul—honest, vulnerable, and filled with light.
I believe it’s almost morning and I haven’t ended the day
Organizing and reorganizing and reorganizing again
I’m a traveler, a cloud chaser
A glimpse of the sun fills my being with ecstasy
As does the glistening of spattered diamonds
White particles of light moving along in the lake
The current moving the glistening spectacular beacons of light
Glistening, enveloping my very being
I close my eyes eyes and take it all
Into my heart and soul
God radiates it back to all who are receptive to his call
Calling from the leaves on the trees and the howling wind
I’d never heard the
Wind bellowing so loud
That is when I really dressed my soul in Baba
Listening to the wind
The next morning it was as though it
Never happened
As still as the still in silence
I recall, there was no storm
It left with yesterday
And each day we are reborn
Each serving God in our own way
Deep surrender and dressing the soul in God
Oh beloved god
You are all
I’m sitting in Lands End
Looking out
To where the ocean and sun begin
where they meet the at the horizon
I have so many things to do
I don’t want to do anything at all
just rock in this chair
Gidget on my lap as I stare
out into space
so much quieter when you don’t go out into the world it seems to block one
from being at peace with yourself
With God
so many things to do
I don’t know what to do first
I’m frozen
I’m going to ask Baba for help
he said he’d help me.
I don’t really know why I’m even doing this show doing all this work if it really even matters
I just feel prepared to do this.
I’m going to probably have to present myself in front of people
talk about art
I just really want to paint all the rest of the week
Or do nothing at all
The ultimate pain is feeling like a bug on the wall which reminds me of the story The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka
I'm always too late never on time
The story is the same old rhyme
Why should it matter that I feel this way when the only one I'm accountable to is God it doesn't matter then I just don't fit
I get the gist of it
I've never felt like I really belong
I am alone
Trying to belong
Maybe I should stop trying and just move along
I know why am feeling this way today
I really do
So what's going on?
What can I do at this moment to be peaceful and alleviate this pain? by reciting His name
That's probably his game
he's a barber cutting away the tangles of sanskaras so deeply embedded they choke
Take a scalpel to my brain and heart
Cut away the part that keeps coming back to haunt me
I don't want to be there anymore
I believe I've evened the score
Not willing to suffer anymore
Be joyful and uplifting
Look to the heart of it all
That Beloved Avatar Meher Baba
He gives you what you need but not what you want
LISTENING TO THE MUSIC
THE WORDS, THE STORIES, THE SHARING, I STARTED TO SKETCH WITH NOTHING ON MY MIND AND THEN A FLASH!
SCORPIO SUPER "PINK MOON"
SO, THE MOON APPEARED, FOLLOWED BY THE CLOUDS ONE BY ONE
THE IMAGES STORED IN MY MIND EMERGED
ONE AFTER THE OTHER ONTO MY PAINTING SURFACE
I began with carandache water color pencils (for this particular painting)
The colors popped into my mind one by one Paying attention to shapes, positive and negative space and composition
I have no plan initially
I do have to think about where the image is going
Allowing space and room for the imagination I work on several paintings at a time so if I don't know what to do next
I stop
It's easy to do too much
There are remedies for mistakes, but Those are art lessons
I was outside in the yard and I felt quiet
It seems to me that all of my life I've been waiting for something to happen directed from God I think the time is really here
In life, in so many ways, we've abused the earth
We have justified our actions and have not listened to our hearts we've been so full of appointments and places to go and things to do that we barely stop and listen to our hearts and calm our minds
Pray to God and be thankful for what we have
I think he's just plain angry the earth is angry
We are still so selfish and self-centered and everything self fish including me
This is the time to be introspective it's a slow time standstill so we can reclaim our lives and if
God willing we can change things before we destroy everything
The petty arguing between Republicans and Democrats and liberals some communist and socialist
It's all a bunch of The ridiculous
Why are we here at this moment in time when almost
Everything has come to a standstill consider this as A vacation from your false self from your usual reality
You have a chance now to look at how you think how you feel how you do things
What can you do to change things so that you become a person more fit to receive the grace of God
Why all the inequalities?
I just awakened from a dream
I have not walked since Lucy left the gross world of illusion and reunited with Beloved " Meher Baba " The Avatar of this age in time!
Just as I have complete faith in God, in my heart and mind I have reckoned with the fact that she is with Baba and joyful in her return to the Master of Creation
I'm going to go on my first walk with her in spirit instead of physical
Hopefully she is walking with me in my heart And I will unite with her in this new relationship
I love her with all of the love in my heart and am learning to let go so she knows that I will always love being in love
So I begin this day with the thought that life is always changing moves in the way of a plan acceptance is not easy
Ducks are amazing
I've been watching the ducks for sometime now actually every day since, August 3
At first I only saw females and maybe one or two Males suddenly one day there were a bunch of males and females everyone was having fun
I think they were choosing their mate there was a lot of squabbling and scrambling finally things settled down so they paired off
They came up onto the shore
Where did the lone white duck go?
He was here for the day and then flew away!
Was he a vision or an illusion?
I looked for the white duck today!
No longer in my view, It left an impression A sight,
That will be imbued
One duck among the many
AS HE LAY ON THE COLD GROUND HIS HEART BEAT
HE WAS HOLDING ON WITH HIS LAST BREATH
TO LIFE AS HE KNEW IT
HE MANAGED TO FLY FROM THE BEACH TO LOVE’S DOOR
THE FOOTBRIDGE IN WINTER SOLSTICE AT MEHER BABA’S DOOR
COVERED WITH THE COAT OF A LOVING FRIEND HE BREATHED HIS LAST
I FELT HIS HEART BEAT AS THE SOUL LEFT THE EMPTY CLOAK OF HIS BODY
TO BE A PELICAN NO MORE
SAILING OVER THE OCEAN
SOARING TO HIS NEXT LIFE FORM
THE GATE OPENED TO HEAVEN’S DOOR
NO TEARS- JOYFUL REUNION WITH THE BELOVED AVATAR
GOD IN HUMAN FORM
My mind is telling me that I have so many things to do!
get rid of I, me, mine, myself just do one thing at a time
As best you can
God has placed us in these situations only he knows the outcome
Always do the best you can!
Do not worry!
Be happy
Don't attach yourself to the results
We have to have faith
Let the heart and mind work with each other
Relax
Enjoy life
life is meant to be happy separate yourself from the material world
Meher Baba says do not shirk responsibility
belief in God, doesn't translate into (I'm not taking care of things) both issues important or unimportant should be tended to
Sometimes you must keep trying, when things don't work out it’s an exercise in bad judgment
It means it wasn’t meant to be, listen to your intuition usually the first time a thought pops into your communication center you should listen, obey
If it begins to distort and change into something else good idea to let your thoughts flow but don't act on anything once you've acted, it's out in the universe so probably that's why Meher Baba was silent for 44 years
People are not listening to one another how do we know the truth
The truth of a story is a link between you and your personal experience with God
Why do I keep organizing?
I know that you are guiding us to do the work
Many thorns, make a strong wall to eradicate dark
Surrendering your all when it is time to harken to your call
This will bring about the destruction of war
I do not sleep when it is time to harken to your call
This will bring about the destruction of war
Turn the way the way to the fifth dimension
The new life
GOD. BABA. MAN.
Harkens to all, bringing us to our knees Forgiving All misdeeds. Crimes against mankind.
And one another
What roles has Baba given us?
Us - We -They- He-She-lt
No more I alone
I alone am no more
Together we are one (won)
As God In Reality I am free of pain
In illusion I have suffered as I did, when I was Crucified
Do not shirk thoughts that pain is not a bad thing
But rather is a blessing
Bringing you closer to me
As God - Man - 1 am
The suffering I endured during this advent Was the sacrifice, giving you the lessons and instructions to clear your karmic connections
Enabling me to set you free
Due diligence, obey me and love me
Sets us free
Soon ALL you think of is me?
The Sun shines on your very being your shadows fall behind you
The only relationship worth having is one with God
Love people do your best
We trust that we are here to serve God and his work it's a big job running a universe with so many things transpiring
Listening to my heartbeat it's rhythm is regular in sync with my breath
I'm feeling so disconnected alone in the lagoon cabin with Baba all I hear is my heart beating I hardly ever listen to my heart, what is the message?
Waiting for God to appear to hold me in his loving arms taking me home again
How do I dress my soul in Baba? So the words don't become meaningless ritual
Searching for the quiet moment
When my mind stops it's chatter
Love is all that matters
Baba take my mind away with the wind and let the cool breeze blow away all that Is habit and not necessary in this life of mine
Nothing is mine
It all is a blessing from you
OBJECTS AND
WHERE TO LEAVE THEM!
Furniture to leave behind, downsizing is a grind !
Take what you need, not what you want, allow your mind to stop
There is no room for holding onto furniture
Objects come and go
The soul remains
climb out of the dark hole
enter into the light resounding from the heart of the lover to the beloved they are never apart
Living in this time has become a mixture of art and science
A combination plate of love, life and sorrow so do not be in tomorrow before you live today
Soak up every precious moment and bask in the rays of the healing sun
Let its beautiful sparkling rays penetrate your heart and soul greet each moment and the start of each day
Thanking the creator for giving you a part in his play
Life is the illusion
Waiting to emerge in what is really true
That there is no me or you
We are all a part of the same dream until we awaken to the truth
We never will be free
Purify your heart and soul
Divest yourself of the past which carries the weight of stone
It all keeps us from returning to the source
Which is the goal
AT RANDOM
WE WANDER
IN THE SAFFRON BLUE OF THE MIND'S EYE
SEEING
FLOWING PLACES
WIDE OPEN SPACES
INFINITELY IN THE MIND'S EYE
WE PERCEIVE
LIMITLESSNESS
IN THE MIND'S EYES THOUGHTS PROCEED AND WE QUENCH THEM WITH THE NEED TO FLOAT FREE
FREE OF LIFE'S DEBRIS
REFUGE
IN THE MIND
ONLY WHEN IT IS FREE FROM THOUGHTS OF THE DAY
NOT BEATEN DOWN WITH LIFE'S ENERGY DRAIN
BILLS, WOES, WORRIES, FEAR WHAT TO DO NEXT I HAVE NO TIME
IN THE MIND
ONLY WHEN IT IS FREE FROM THOUGHTS OF THE DAY
NOT BEATEN DOWN WITH LIFE'S ENERGY DRAIN
BILLS, WOES, WORRIES, FEAR WHAT TO DO NEXT I HAVE NO TIME
I, I, I, I, I
WANT TO DESTROY
MY l
Silence Day 07-10-2025
Semi Silenced
Lot’s of listening out
Lot’s of listening in
Slipped
But continued anyway
Silent voices within
Listening out, to the program
Cleaning House
Inside out
Anticipating things that I need not give way to the mind
The outcome will and has been decided
The rest is a surprise to me
A lot going on within and without
One step at a time through time
Forgiving of selfish self
7-11-25
Don’t be so hard on yourself
Since I have placed you in every space for all situations
Lustful thoughts and lustful actions come and let them go
Lust especially so - Let it go
Let Go - and live in the now
Everything is resolved over time
Time in illusion is not real
But when you reside through no fault of your own
I have placed you there for a myriad of reasons
Letters from Baba
Writing letters to Baba
Meher Karpa today - Sharine with us on zoom
Ram - Sadhana
Herbet is my Sadhana
Head dominating heart - not good
Accept Baba’s work without question
Anxiety over art show - and coming art into the public
Is this work that Baba wants me to do?
Or
Ego - must stick to the past of unrequited Love through Obedience and service and surrender to the wish and will of God
I am a scribe - attributes
There is nothing that cannot be accomplished by any or my chosen - wether in the body or not
All of my children, my little chickens are my lights
Spread out to there selected destinations - waiting for my voice to be heard.
One by one to all who listen I speak my silent word
It is no accident that you are here in the moment now
